tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.comments2023-10-30T06:19:04.156-07:00Following my pathMasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04064231183002856838noreply@blogger.comBlogger419125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-23446625099310048782012-01-12T20:15:57.169-08:002012-01-12T20:15:57.169-08:00"fursona" — I love it!
The pup inside y..."fursona" — I love it!<br /><br />The pup inside you is very lovable, I'm sure.<br /><br /><br />word verification: tuamium — an element first discovered in the Irish town of Tuam?naturgesetzhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15268507379933286863noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-30911458096290423882012-01-03T12:36:50.134-08:002012-01-03T12:36:50.134-08:00Blake, I'm guessing this is what's really ...Blake, I'm guessing this is what's really happening in your life and in your heart right now, and I wish I could make it better for you. But it is something that has to work out in time. We always hope that we won't have to go through something like this, but, sadly, it is one of the possibilities in life.<br /><br />I'll make a couple of remarks at different points in your poem.<br /><br /><br /><b>You still love me?</b><br />Never is the same with you now.<br />What was it like to feel your love.<br />How does it feel to know were falling aprt.<br />I gave you the chance to leave and youd didnt so I must make this work.<br /><i>You can't make it work by yourself. It takes two.</i><br /><br />Something I cannot forget, is your love you got me addicted to.<br />Make sure you still love me, you do , and I wanna loose my mind.<br />Sitting in this room playing russianr outlette, fingero n the trigger to my dear romeo.<br />I had it ready to end what we have, the words you said that you still love me.<br />I went, and accepted this.<br />Now I must make it work for us.<br />I cannot feel what you've done to me......<br />so for now take this down a notch.<br />Show me the love you once did.<br />This is not romance novel, but i say why can't it be.<br /><i>Unfortunately we aren't in control of what happens in our lives the way authors are in control of what happens in their books.</i><br /><br />I love you still..... my heart aches.<br /><i>I'm sure it aches a lot. A situation like this really hurts.</i><br /><br />You must show the same love to me you once did.<br />Id lay my life for you and only you<br /><i>This is real love.</i><br /><br />You own me, inside and out.<br />Only you own me.<br />Heart and all, so come ona nd appriciate this.<br />Family means fucking shit to me!<br />all i have is you, so come on please im desperate show me you care it is insanely dirving me out of control.<br /><i>This is passion.</i><br />I want your touch, i want your hand in mine.<br />I save everything I have, because you still say you love me.<br />Choose our fate.....<br /><br /><br />All I can say is, hang in there.<br /><br />Perhaps he'll make the choice you hope for; but also perhaps he won't. You already knew that, of course. What I can tell you is that there have been a couple of people in my life that I felt that way about. Circumstances separated us, except for the last one, who basically rejected me. It hurt like hell, and I cried. I still love him, but the passion has receded over the years and so has the hurt. I can promise you that it gets better, even this. Even if he doesn't stay as you want, there is no need for Russian roulette. Just hang in there. Be the strong Blake I love.<br /><br />*hugs*naturgesetzhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15268507379933286863noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-31734794094713457582011-11-26T13:28:40.877-08:002011-11-26T13:28:40.877-08:00hahahahamasamune (Blake)https://www.blogger.com/profile/15428032497694472670noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-9230658431259998042011-11-26T04:44:17.171-08:002011-11-26T04:44:17.171-08:00Unfortunately, this one won't play for me. But...Unfortunately, this one won't play for me. But Fox McCloud was funny.naturgesetzhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15268507379933286863noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-78727175031524921532011-11-22T19:32:38.897-08:002011-11-22T19:32:38.897-08:00That's a pretty powerful song. (I'm glad t...That's a pretty powerful song. (I'm glad the drug part doesn't apply to you.)<br /><br />Too bad it comes to that. At least you tried. We like to think that parents and their children can always be close and loving, but sometimes it's not possible. Maybe ten or twenty years from now things will be different and she'll be able to accept you, maybe not. All you can do is try to be the best person you can be.naturgesetzhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15268507379933286863noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-92132920424003033792011-11-09T21:43:51.196-08:002011-11-09T21:43:51.196-08:00more to people i dont like or who do not know me w...more to people i dont like or who do not know me well enough for me to reveal who i am to them.masamune (Blake)https://www.blogger.com/profile/15428032497694472670noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-69587689845199634232011-11-09T21:35:48.387-08:002011-11-09T21:35:48.387-08:00thanx :)thanx :)masamune (Blake)https://www.blogger.com/profile/15428032497694472670noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-21027460276658588682011-11-09T21:33:11.246-08:002011-11-09T21:33:11.246-08:00That must be really frustrating. You did the best ...That must be really frustrating. You did the best you could for him, but sometimes we can't control what goes on. I'm sure he's grateful for your friendship and realizes that you still care about him.naturgesetzhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15268507379933286863noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-29968849017188029752011-11-09T21:29:50.524-08:002011-11-09T21:29:50.524-08:00I suppose you write posts like this with some indi...I suppose you write posts like this with some individual in mind. I guess it's a good way to express your feelings without getting into a fight with whoever it is.naturgesetzhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15268507379933286863noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-59015330468332136072011-11-09T21:26:31.370-08:002011-11-09T21:26:31.370-08:00Thanks for telling me your new address. I'm fo...Thanks for telling me your new address. I'm following you here now.naturgesetzhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15268507379933286863noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-1527670804663357052011-10-14T09:15:49.996-07:002011-10-14T09:15:49.996-07:00It's a good thing to try to do. I'm glad t...It's a good thing to try to do. I'm glad that you've found something that works for you.<br /><br /><br />word verification: triesnaturgesetzhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15268507379933286863noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-44947117127194593532011-10-01T06:21:53.154-07:002011-10-01T06:21:53.154-07:00I respect the way you have developed such a strong...I respect the way you have developed such a strong set of values in the face of the hardship you have experienced. I don't know who your posts refer to, but I admire the way you've rejected hate and anger and embraced love as the best way to face life. All power to you in living that way.Billyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11967739467493616637noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-86488404992625401202011-09-30T15:36:40.013-07:002011-09-30T15:36:40.013-07:00im gonna buy him some of his favorite cologneim gonna buy him some of his favorite cologneMasahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04064231183002856838noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-92127882903785507972011-09-28T14:03:17.982-07:002011-09-28T14:03:17.982-07:00Can you afford to send him something you know he&#...Can you afford to send him something you know he'd like via amazon.com?<br /><br />Next day delivery is expensive, but it can be done if you can afford it.naturgesetzhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15268507379933286863noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-69888871054447982922011-07-09T14:11:08.939-07:002011-07-09T14:11:08.939-07:00ha no, i just thought id post a video from youtub...ha no, i just thought id post a video from youtube of a guy im subscribed to who does daily vlogs, he is very funny so is his video editer/ friendMasahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04064231183002856838noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-87629410765947105032011-07-08T14:40:10.762-07:002011-07-08T14:40:10.762-07:00He can get emancipated by a court. He should ask ...He can get emancipated by a court. He should ask at CPS or whatever agency deals w/ child neglect. They might help him. If she is getting any child support income he might get some of that too. Parents on welfare must support children. He likely has a right to not do all the household chores and she can not do much about it except piss n moan.Steevohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17438316553489781473noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-71435392787842434932011-07-07T22:27:34.519-07:002011-07-07T22:27:34.519-07:00DId you post this video because you've seen my...DId you post this video because you've seen my house?<br />LOL<br /><br />I'm always glad to see you posting.<br /><br />word verification: forcemen — What;s that supposed to mean?naturgesetzhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15268507379933286863noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-20317919284589085842011-06-01T09:05:19.593-07:002011-06-01T09:05:19.593-07:00When I think how different your posts are now from...When I think how different your posts are now from when you started blogging, I'm really happy for you. Things won't always be great — they never are for anyone — but you have become so self-assured that you know you can have a good life. Love is important — way more important than sex. May you always know that you are loved.naturgesetzhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15268507379933286863noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-70672877328490921952011-05-21T20:31:42.075-07:002011-05-21T20:31:42.075-07:00You're right that she can't control who he...You're right that she can't control who he loves. And of course it's weird for her to say this when he'll be going away to college before long — as if she thinks she can control him when he doesn't even live there anymore.naturgesetzhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15268507379933286863noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-15513886261504365632011-05-19T02:18:21.914-07:002011-05-19T02:18:21.914-07:00but see, he has a plan when he moves out and its c...but see, he has a plan when he moves out and its college hes moving out at 18 and he cannot wait to leaveMasahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04064231183002856838noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-12722341112458548902011-05-18T22:28:42.352-07:002011-05-18T22:28:42.352-07:00Well, from your explanation it really does sound a...Well, from your explanation it really does sound as if she's asking too much of him, and not enough of herself.<br /><br />Of course, getting a job is one more step toward independence. Once he's eighteen and able to support himself, he can move out. Being able to cook will make it much less expensive than if he had to eat in restaurants or buy prepared meals. I wonder if she realizes she's getting him ready to leave the nest.naturgesetzhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15268507379933286863noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-22213401256995241152011-05-18T22:07:49.496-07:002011-05-18T22:07:49.496-07:00no but he has been told he needs to get a job but ...no but he has been told he needs to get a job but hes freaking 17... and his mother does littarly nothing and i think she should get her ass and help out he cleans all the time now and i rarley get to talk with himMasahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04064231183002856838noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-54645482713245248902011-05-18T21:03:16.047-07:002011-05-18T21:03:16.047-07:00I don't think the post is sexist. But maybe ro...I don't think the post is sexist. But maybe roles don't have to be as clearly defined as they used to be. IMO it's not a bad thing if everybody contributes in some way to the home life. Is your bf also providing the food and paying for the house?naturgesetzhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15268507379933286863noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-44060054026469235432011-05-06T15:45:39.756-07:002011-05-06T15:45:39.756-07:00Having felt the pain of the dark times means the g...Having felt the pain of the dark times means the good times feel so much better. You've got something, it's worth working really hard to keep it.Billyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11967739467493616637noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-43907840947709653172011-05-06T01:12:50.424-07:002011-05-06T01:12:50.424-07:00in this poem wolf means my bf for he has the furso...in this poem wolf means my bf for he has the fursona and feel of a wolfMasahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04064231183002856838noreply@blogger.com