tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-63851798220566610182024-03-12T21:35:04.028-07:00Following my pathMasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04064231183002856838noreply@blogger.comBlogger153125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-19054375789802498272012-01-12T18:12:00.000-08:002012-01-12T18:26:40.897-08:00The pup within my soulI am inside a frightened, stubborn, hyperactive, curious, and loving pup. It is what you would call my fursona. I am a furry and thus being a furry is part of furry fandom. The interest in animals with a human like nature. We take on fursona's sometimes of the animal we feel we are. You see those drawing their fursonas among other furry related things. Some wear fur suits, others do not do so. We are very proud to be who we are.I am a lab pup, and i feel this inside. I am curious as a pup, and always wandering mind wise, and physically. Free soul inside of me as i see it. I am a loving pup, and always looking for attention. I feel this way inside so strongly ,and it is amazing to embrace it. I will put my paws up and howl out, as I do so love being this pup inside of me.masamune (Blake)http://www.blogger.com/profile/15428032497694472670noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-78771055046553131162012-01-08T09:45:00.000-08:002012-01-12T18:11:55.550-08:00liar, liar, my rage is on fireLied to me? Love me? I call bullshit! oh my lord, you say you love me?! Is this true? NOPE! You lied, and now I have reason to believe you are cheating on me. You goddamned bitch, how can you dare? Crash my car through your window! Finger on the trigger to my dear romeo. You should of told me you didn't want me. I must find your excuse for the evidence, and decide if your not lying to me. I am no fool, I copied the evidence, and saved it. You can't lie as I have proof. Your game is over if it is your game. CHOOSE YOUR FATE! I will not stand by, and let you walk all over me. They told me to leave you so many times before. This is unacceptable you fucking bastard. I will find out if you are being true to me. If you are not, You will not have me anymore. You stole my heart, but I had it first.masamune (Blake)http://www.blogger.com/profile/15428032497694472670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-62646572681648841832012-01-03T09:32:00.000-08:002012-01-03T09:33:18.423-08:00You still love me?<div>Never is the same with you now.</div><div>What was it like to feel your love. </div><div>How does it feel to know were falling aprt.</div><div>I gave you the chance to leave and youd didnt so I must make this work.</div><div>Something I cannot forget, is your love you got me addicted to.</div><div>Make sure you still love me, you do , and I wanna loose my mind.</div><div>Sitting in this room playing russianr outlette, fingero n the trigger to my dear romeo.</div><div>I had it ready to end what we have, the words you said that you still love me. </div><div>I went, and accepted this.</div><div>Now I must make it work for us.</div><div>I cannot feel what you've done to me......</div><div>so for now take this down a notch.</div><div>Show me the love you once did.</div><div>This is not romance novel, but i say why can't it be.</div><div>I love you still..... my heart aches.</div><div>You must show the same love to me you once did.</div><div>Id lay my life for you and only you</div><div>You own me, inside and out. </div><div>Only you own me.</div><div>Heart and all, so come ona nd appriciate this.</div><div>Family means fucking shit to me!</div><div>all i have is you, so come on please im desperate show me you care it is insanely dirving me out of control.</div><div>I want your touch, i want your hand in mine. </div><div>I save everything I have, because you still say you love me.</div><div>Choose our fate.....</div><div><br /></div>masamune (Blake)http://www.blogger.com/profile/15428032497694472670noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-71543133965111657792011-11-28T17:49:00.000-08:002011-11-28T17:52:20.190-08:00Cut my wingsI'm so high, dare anybody to try and cut my wings. You say this stuff, and you don't even know. You fail at this game we call life. I will leave, and you will be in hell. I leave you to burn in hell on earth. I'm so high so sky high. You will see me leave for all you did was make me resent you , and cry in pain. I see nothing but happy times ahead for me. You not so much. The time will come for me to go miles away. You will be stuck here with nothing, but maybe you'll survive. You just wont take from my future happiness.masamune (Blake)http://www.blogger.com/profile/15428032497694472670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-28384564262092553152011-11-26T13:30:00.000-08:002011-11-26T13:31:08.971-08:00Link failThe link I put in my last post kinda failed so here is the correct link. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CPGAcPZFdTomasamune (Blake)http://www.blogger.com/profile/15428032497694472670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-46869067547243933252011-11-25T18:49:00.001-08:002011-11-26T13:29:51.116-08:00let the beat fill youStand and listen, sit and listen.Let it infect your mind and body until you move to the beat. I got this feeling, somebody dance with me. Let this night be your imagination's day dreams. This night will be one of your best. Do not stop listening, I win this round. I started the trance, and your in my trap. I wanna do it like we did it in Vegas, says the music. You dance, and clap along unknowingly in a trance. Time for you to dance faster. Boom boom boom boom boom goes the bass. Sway your hips back and forth. I got you again, and captured your minds. Electronic sounds fill your ears, and you fall deeper in my trap. What is this you ask? Your in my world, and I am your dj! I am your dj!. I am your dj! I am your dj!. You in my house, and under my control. Dance and party to your heart's content. You can thank me when you find yourself having fun, and never wanting to stop. Lamdada lambada ooh oohhh, let's go says the music. Beta reaches climax, and you dance stronger, harder, better, and faster. You sway your hips back, and forth. I captured your minds tonight. You will thank me when your dancing on the dance floor socializing having the time of your life. I put those smiles on your faces, and for that I am glad. I want you to scream dj masa! I love you guys when you do, because it shows i've done a great job. This music isnt rap, its electronic remixes, and pure ear Ecstasy. This is what you have heard as a sample, hahahaha! I had you in my trance. The thing is though , i'm just a raver singing na na hey, who is living their dream as an electronic/ trance techno dj. Rave the night away, and i garantee you will be field with happiness for atleast the night.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CPGAcPZFdToTo (disregard the title)masamune (Blake)http://www.blogger.com/profile/15428032497694472670noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-46772200871810318732011-11-25T14:09:00.001-08:002011-11-25T14:09:51.939-08:00Amusing songIf anyone remembers star fox i thought you might find this funny.<a href="http://www.youtube.com/user/brentalfloss#p/a/u/1/ztRBs3riPsA">http://www.youtube.com/user/brentalfloss#p/a/u/1/ztRBs3riPsA</a>masamune (Blake)http://www.blogger.com/profile/15428032497694472670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-59310401507734311352011-11-22T17:17:00.000-08:002011-11-22T17:18:59.729-08:00Im sick of you.This is pretty much a description of my feelings atm without the drugs part. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MLksp_Sjp_g I cant get through to what they call my mother. I honestly have tried, and now I am just not trying anymore as it is proving useless to attempt to work it out countless times.masamune (Blake)http://www.blogger.com/profile/15428032497694472670noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-38076621492151273202011-11-09T17:53:00.000-08:002011-11-09T18:47:58.308-08:00My name is masaThe music helps me so much in life, every electronic sound and every beat is like one step further. My mind races and I dance so much it is such a pleasant feeling my whole body feels invigorated. I feel overcome by a feeling that is just satisfaction in my soul is the only way I can explain it. Music is my therapy alongside my friends. The electronic sounds mixed with the bass is such a wonderful sound, and feeling. The occasionally mixed in lyrics is just so great. I wanna dance around to the beat to my heart's content. The occasional love song in electronic forms is always a pleasure as well.It is like ecstasy in my ears to put it in a dirty minded way. I find this to very therapeutic for me. The steps are the beats, the beats are the steps of my life I take. The music simply makes me think of all the steps ill take after every beat. Music and friends, as well as love are my life. I'm just a raver singing na na hey, I jump around to this crazy sound of mine all day. This is my legacy, I am Masa. Masa is who I am, I am a raver, a lover, and a person with values. I am a furry and gay, so proud to be both. I love my friends and my lover, they basically complete what is missing of me when I feel empty. I do have a warning for you, I am crazy and I have no sanity. They say fake it to make it, well I fake my sanity, but trust me having no sanity is fun as can bhe for me. I am weird, and proud. Fuck with my friends, I will make sure your terrified of me, k? *grins*. I also get a bit feminine at times depending on my mood, guess it comes with being gay. If i show you my true self, it means I probably like you and, maybe trust you. Feel special in that case, this will be in my legacy to show you who I truly am or at least let you know of my true self.masamune (Blake)http://www.blogger.com/profile/15428032497694472670noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-58662525006562332172011-11-05T16:06:00.000-07:002011-11-05T16:09:33.057-07:00Never gonna live this downI helped him for years I was his friend. You wanna protect him from the real world? Good luck with that, be cause he will learn to despise you. The things i did was only telling him to follow his heart and helping him through it all. Heart break is apart of life and if he was going to get it or not he will never know aand you ban him form taking to me. You will never live it down when you see his tears for what have you done is took away his love and his best friend. She never did anything to him, and I only tried to help. When he cries I hope you cry as well. The pain you will feel is just as real as his.masamune (Blake)http://www.blogger.com/profile/15428032497694472670noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-41106029198225226302011-11-03T20:53:00.000-07:002011-11-03T20:57:31.810-07:00I will fight for you till you tell me to goI will fight life and the issues until you say and if you say you want me gone. I love you so, and I will fight for you to my last breath. I will do what I must to be with you and I will prove my love, and loyalty to you. Your happiness is what I live for so long as I have your love I can succeed. I will not die knowing I still have you to live for and for this I will win the fight. I surrender my body,mind, heart, and soul all to you in the name of love my sweet lovely wolf lover.masamune (Blake)http://www.blogger.com/profile/15428032497694472670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-8790761902012146562011-10-29T10:51:00.001-07:002011-10-29T11:00:10.271-07:00You dont see what I see.Do you believe you know me truly? no you do not. you see what mask I put on when I am out in the open world and not closed in to my friends and or lover. You can't see the things I see as we are looking with two different mind sets. This mask protects everything I am from people like you and thats a fact. The mask is all a show and my fake is so real its beyond fake. You probally won't ever know unless I tell you. My friends and lvoer know me behind the mask, but no you just don't. Man overboard, if you think you know me. I am decieving arent I? Ha ha you will never see what I am behind this mask unless I allow it. You shall look and believe this act and ill keep laughing at the ignorance you show daily. People like you make me shake my head in absolute laughter out of your own stupidity. The values you have are messed up and your greed is simple disgusting. If I took this mask out wed probably be at war when you see the things I wanna tell you. the things I breath under this mask are words which would spark you into war. I am your worst enemy in disguise.masamune (Blake)http://www.blogger.com/profile/15428032497694472670noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-28831342691608171732011-10-18T19:41:00.001-07:002011-10-18T19:51:30.901-07:00AgeAge is becoming mostly about restrictions. Love, friends, and many other things. I don't understand why it matters much past a certain point like 14 or 15. We do start developing opinions and values as teenagers and such. Why is it we can't even sometimes have friends above or below our age group? I think we can live together as friends no matter the age. Love sometimes to me can break this idea of mine if the two are not really in love or one side is using the other. The two people if really in love, and do not just want their body then I see no problem with it, some people only see the age, but I can see the love and care. I see no problem in friends and love when it comes to age so long as the feelings are genuine. This I think is something society should consider before making rash judgements, but sadly they wont as alot of people would counter arguement this. I say were ntot all of the same maturity level if the same orclose in age, we all develop at different speeds usually, and should be respected as much as anyone else with out lives and beliefs.masamune (Blake)http://www.blogger.com/profile/15428032497694472670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-87606379892653091482011-10-15T12:27:00.000-07:002011-10-15T12:27:06.220-07:00Theres no possesion only obsessionI think alot of people im around could really take a lesson from this song.... greedy people. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H2jCbXiEQI4&NR=1Masahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04064231183002856838noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-19238831428811094552011-10-14T08:40:00.000-07:002011-10-14T08:40:53.227-07:00Magically I turn tragedies into melodiesThis statement be a bit narcissistic but I find it true sometimes. I always look for a solution and try not to fight, thus I usually find I turn tragedies into melodies. I can't see any other way of living, this to me is simply easier to do then the alternatives. Magically I turn tragedy into melody, it comes so naturally, so smooth and casually. I will always try to do this, I may not always succeed, but it is always worth a try. I usually find things to be a lot better off when I do. Magically I do this to my own eyes and I love to turn the depression into smiles of laughter. This is the life for me and to make a smile rather then a tear is always going to be better in my book.Masahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04064231183002856838noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-87285745389068699512011-10-10T10:08:00.000-07:002011-10-14T08:35:14.028-07:00People who just dont seem to understand life at all really annoy me. People who live in greed and lust, just sex , drugs, and money. These people disgust me to the point i wonder if their is any hope for them. I do not simply understand why these people like such a greedy lustful lifestyle. I wonder what is it is they think will just come naturally, but in the real world this shit doesn't get though the hard times in life. They will get lost in this fucked up world, or find a right path, and when they do come to their consequences face to face I do hope they get nothing but what they deserve.Masahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04064231183002856838noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-53100616737342904072011-10-07T19:38:00.000-07:002011-10-07T19:42:22.681-07:00When the day comes please stop the timeWhen i am with you my lover on that day i am with you in the night to never leave you in a physical sense to add to the emotional sense. Stop the time i want that night to last forever and ever so dont unfreeze it till im passed out exhausted my head on your chest. I will make you happy i will pleasure you i will serve you and love you to the fullest extent, just always love me and i shall do my job for you .You are my reason for living my beautiful, sexy, amazing, shivering inducing lover.Masahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04064231183002856838noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-32648360681172601002011-09-30T15:42:00.000-07:002011-09-30T15:53:35.252-07:00Your claim is falseyou claim to of had strict parents. You claim to of been raised right. You claim to be so great at everything. These claims you make, oh ha their false, you know? Greed, and ignorance is what I see in you. You are on the streets doing what you do on a regular routine. Listening to the musical lyrics of lust and greed. Throw out your anger upon anyone who angers you. You are so easy to read, my friend. Claims you make ,I have squashed. The claims you make are how you are a greedy, incompetent, hypocrite. This being true, you probably don't even understand true love, one of the most blissful parts of life. I pity your ignorance you stupid fool. Develop real beliefs and understanding, stop the ignorance and false claims. Please become someone with an understanding, rather then a fool with no clue.Masahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04064231183002856838noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-17982287999757615562011-09-28T12:52:00.000-07:002011-09-28T12:58:37.435-07:00Party today in my heart party ina while inside our homeI will never fail to love you as you can see im so dedicated. I wont let you fall depressed without my help. I will be here to love you forever you see I shall not leave you nor let you down and ill always make sure im doing everything I can for you. I wont let you become suicidal I will not let you fail. I will give everything up to move across the country for you . I follow you where you go when I turn 18. If it is the Uk or just another state , just see me, look in front of you my bags are packed and I am saying "let's go my love" " Fuck were we come from as we have left it behind, our horrible lives are now changing and my smile is only there because of yours." I owe my love my complete love my heart body mind and soul as forever are for him, I aim to make them smile as much as I can, as well as my friends.Masahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04064231183002856838noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-87552595769945778152011-09-28T12:47:00.001-07:002011-09-28T12:49:43.349-07:00Love rules my worldI have been with my current boyfriend for almost 6 months now and I have been is love and it is just amazing. I hope this does last for years and years. He recently moved to Illinois, but I will join him when I am 18. I was wondering if anyone knows how I may do something for his birthday tomorrow seeing as there is a distance problem. I really am wanting to do something special for him if i can.Masahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04064231183002856838noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-81336527455396180732011-07-11T22:43:00.001-07:002011-07-11T22:43:34.514-07:00FCKH8.com: Top 5 Reasons 2 Ban Gay Marriage (LOL)<iframe width="480" height="295" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/LQmprNdamNg?fs=1" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen=""></iframe>Masahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04064231183002856838noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-77115294395477581152011-07-11T22:43:00.000-07:002011-07-11T22:43:33.027-07:00FCKH8.com: Top 5 Reasons 2 Ban Gay Marriage (LOL)<iframe width="480" height="295" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/LQmprNdamNg?fs=1" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen=""></iframe>Masahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04064231183002856838noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-41937704753752505302011-07-11T15:53:00.000-07:002011-07-11T15:53:53.563-07:00Want to FIGHT ME?!?! - July 10th, 2011<iframe width="480" height="295" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/NqMx6zdxsTw?fs=1" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen=""></iframe>Masahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04064231183002856838noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-29625224094654639232011-07-09T17:42:00.000-07:002011-07-09T17:42:26.606-07:00Alex - Past the Point of Perfect (Music Video)<iframe width="480" height="295" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/C5P_JhrDLMk?fs=1" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen=""></iframe>Masahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04064231183002856838noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6385179822056661018.post-30929361779829586222011-07-09T17:13:00.000-07:002011-07-09T17:18:14.038-07:00perfectionist bitch!Tears roll down your cheeks found that your alone. I see this in your future. Today you piss me off again. Whenever I try to do something even as simple as baking something or cleaning up something. You think I will mess it up so as soon as I try you raise your voice.Time to get the head out of your ass. I make messes I make mistakes. I try to fix things and you do not allow it then bitch when I dont try. I swear you are close mind you perfectionist bitch. I am not sorry to say you make me feel hatred for you more each day. Relax already don't let small things fucking drive you mad. Maybe if you did this you would not feel so fucking stressed you dumb bitch so please get off my back and let me do things instead of you stepping in fuck you just leave me alone.Masahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04064231183002856838noreply@blogger.com0