When is reveal time?

When will my answers be revealed and my problems be fixed? I need an answer peace. Is it reveal time for the love and help? I have the love I need now i follow my path for the answers I need. If I have the answers then reveal them to me. I take it here to hold in my hand the perfect life for me. I want this life and i strive for it. This is what I search for not love anymore, but simply the answers I deserve. Just as I got the love I deserve. I thought it pass me by although this isnt true. I need to know... when is everything to be  revealed to me?

How to bring understanding

I wanna bring them understanding, I wanna bring them the truth. They won't open their minds to consider anything at all. Exuses always with you. I don't care if you don't wanna listen to me. Just cause its me you think im wrong. Look at the truth your close minded and not open to understanding. I am more intellegent than you know. The feelings of yourself i realize are causing your actions. Actions affect people, people affect people in their own actions. Pain is a tough obstacle and is inflicted by all. Take in understanding to become a better person. Pain is only caused when one isn't stable. Accept understanding that i tell you and it will be ok. I can help you if you choose to listen. I offer truth and understanding please heed my words.

Why can't I?

I know the fields are we the children roam and play so why can't I? The kids find ways to have happiness so why can't I? The people around me have full lives so why can't I? I miss the ones who go out and have their friends and places. I feel alone sitting here at my computer while they all have such full lives. I miss you so much and I cry out... why can't I?! I'd come for you if you needed me, but lately you haven't needed me... although i've needed you. When your home you too tired. When you're gone I don't have you to talk to. Days off mean you relax and do nothing, Your days off I wanna spend with you. You seem to not wanna be online just to get alone time or see your friends more. I feel left out... you only come around these days to brag. Sorry the message is long, but this part is for one person I miss dearly. You think im fine now days. Truth is missing you cause me depression, I need you around cause you got me to this point. I'll defend your name through it all cause you were always there for me. Im sorry im so needy I just need you and am jealous of your full life. Happiness and all... I ask, I cry. Why can't I have a full life? Read my message cause I miss you and I need you to keep me sane and in check... I need your love and company. Without you it just isn't worth the hassle to fight. I'll fight and fight untill I win or if you some reason drift away and leave me. I will hold you to your words " i will never leave you" I believe you and I trust in your words. I am always thinking of you. My best friend in the whole world even hundreads of miles and way and have never met... your my brother and even though its not through blood it is through love. I love you zacky.

Through the eyes of a child

Only through the eyes of a child will the world look like a peaceful place. The world isnt a peaceful place, but though the eyes of a child it is a huge place with many secreats and fun things to do. Through the eyes of a teenager or adult life is full of ups and down, murdering and raping, and stress and  money issues. A child has no worries and can always bear a smile upon their face. They know not of the way the world turns and flows. They only see the good things the world has to offer. Perhaps we should learn from them and listen to their words as if they were the key to happiness. Chances are they know the true key to happiness and we are too stubborn to listen. Playing and fun is alright in my book. We never see that these little kids  who we think know nothing actually know the key to happiness. They have no worries or any stress. Their only concern is what they will do the next day and what they will eat. Can we learn from them or is it just impossible that could know the key to happiness something we search for and never find? They know what we want to know. Search the obvious places first and you may find it has been in your face all along.