How i feel about my mom (she loves me not by papa roach)

Just a song and a pic of me posing the song is about how I feel about my mom and sometimes I feel I could end the relationship and` not be her son anymore I don't feel she is much of a mom.

I swear I dont' care

I try to make it through my life in my way is you. I don't care if you die or live at the moment. I swear I don't care. I try to make you see my side and yet you don't. All I hear is your nagging and bitching. I don't care what you think of me or anything. Get back on the drugs you were better then. My last memory of you when it was happyish I was sitting in your lap at your work. My dad and his gf came and wanted me to come back they didn't me spending the night with you. They got the cops and everything. Gun threats and all. Though before that it was fun I remember you told me you love me. I didnt talk to you for months after that and I cried, because they wouldn't let us talk. They said you were this and that I however, didn't believe them. I realize now they were right and your wrong. I was an innocent boy till you come round and show me your unloving attitude. I wanna say that I don't care what you think of me anymore! I am gonna leave you behind. I know you had ahardlife and that is no reason to make my life depressing. Your in my way and I am. If you were dead I wouldn't love you like I used to. I am not your little boy anymore and haven't been in awhile. I am your enemy. I swear I don't care what you say. I will leave you behind and betetr my life. I don't care what you sya and I promise you I will not stay. I will better off with out you... my family I am better off with out them. I say about the regret you will have after while of me gone. I say to that. I DON'T CARE!

Kick it

I throw you outta my mind when I listen to music cause now I am relaxed. I kick you from my mind. I am here to say screw you!. My bro the anti social lazy bum and my bithcing mom. I throw them from my thoughts when listening to music unless it's a song that directs my anger towards them. Which gets my fustrationm. Right now my back and neck hurt as always and I don;t feel like doing anything . I just woke up 3hrs ago almost. I had some dreams one of my dad. I feel as if there is a reason. I wont search for it, because I know it will come to me. I say now never sleep on a couch. I leave you with a word of care and that is Thank you for coming and please stay with me and my blog.

Fuck your assumptions

I never know what you want from me, I don't understand. I get blamed for things I d and don't do it. The thing is you already assume its me. Assuming I did it you ask me and I say no. That makes you believe I did it more cause you say I never admit to anything. I have lately admitted to stuf I have done. That didn't change a thing and you knew it wasn't that. I did what you wanted and your not pleased. I am done trying to please you and I gotta say your an ungreatful bitch. I choose to believe my blog friends who tell me how good I am instead of how bad and they never yell at me. You got issues bitch and I dont know how, but somehow your gonna have shut the fuck up and leave it alone. Your assumption sare hasty and your not very perfect yourself you bitch. I know how much of a good mother you were when you were on drugs and since you got off drugs you are nowhere near even being another. Your not a even mother to me in my opinion. Your just some crazy bitch I have to put up with for a little while.