Revenge?

Is it so bad to want revenge or no? I am confused in this life...I lost my loved one to the damned well lets just say...my closest friend was a rat. It is so hard to live without my true love... tho I have also fell in love with this aussie boy whos hot and a great singer... so kind. Idk if I can love like I did for my true love.. I don't know who to turn to anymore my only person to guide me on this earth is no longer apart of my life sadly.... HELP ME SOMEONE. I need guidance I cannot do this alone im only scared and confused... please I dont wanna be alone

One track mind

I seem to believe I usually have a one track mind. I focus mainly on getting out of this place and moving on with my life. Getting away from these people and be where im happy as I have said alot before. I feel tho this is my main focus and I don't know if it is a bad thing. I do have my friends I care about and everything. Then again if the chance came along to get out of here even if I would have to leave my friends for a period of time I would jump at the chance. No offense to my friends but this is my main focus. I do know I would never abandon my friends forever. I will say this though. I learn from the battles. My happiness now is something I strive to keep. I will never let depression take my life as long as I have who I need to survive. I love my friends and my friends are my family. I will never let depression do to me what it did before...in the beginning of what has come something great... the love I searched for and found happily.

I swear i love the ones i care to protect

I look at this life and i see your struggles I wish I cud help but thats not possible for everyone I do what I can for god or for myself or for the ones i love... my fav quote is " I don't neglect the ones i care to protect"

bible lie or truth