Friday, October 30, 2009
Would you accept change?
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Stones blocking the path
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Meanings of life
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Love is blood
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Stabbed in the back
I thought I met two good friends that were around my age. I thought we were friends. One of them asked to be my bf online. I accepted. I find two days later in the middle of our convorsation he pretends to not know who I am and act like his account was hacked. I know thats BULL SHIT. Forget him then? I talk to the other boy tellin him what just happened. The words that hurt me most were typed there.I explained what just happened he said in quote "I don't care" He then said he's confused, then that he was really busy and just said bye. I have been stabbed in the back. I wanna believe what they say is true. I know though it is all just lies. I have been abandoned again! I wanna get past this but, I was used by them.Damnit!! I never should have fallen for it all.Betrayed,backstabbed,and used. I want to kick this kid's fucking ass. We know I will never get that chance. I want to show that ass hole how much I am hurt. I wanna inflict pain on him. I know it aint right. I want to do it though. I will never get the chance, I need some time to heal...