Tuesday, August 10, 2010
I seem to believe I usually have a one track mind. I focus mainly on getting out of this place and moving on with my life. Getting away from these people and be where im happy as I have said alot before. I feel tho this is my main focus and I don't know if it is a bad thing. I do have my friends I care about and everything. Then again if the chance came along to get out of here even if I would have to leave my friends for a period of time I would jump at the chance. No offense to my friends but this is my main focus. I do know I would never abandon my friends forever. I will say this though. I learn from the battles. My happiness now is something I strive to keep. I will never let depression take my life as long as I have who I need to survive. I love my friends and my friends are my family. I will never let depression do to me what it did before...in the beginning of what has come something great... the love I searched for and found happily.