Tuesday, March 15, 2011

my heart has told me

I made my choice, my chance at a local relationship has come true. I meet up with him soon for a weekend. when theres noise about dont come a knocking. I know he will make me happy as i shall live to make him happy. Whispering those sweet nothings into eachother's ears. I am called his pup simply for my furry side. The feelng of being called that for a reason or another seems to make me smile. It is different from most people that is true. I do not care about money or success. I do not care for college either only to make him happy. I am not sure if anyone even looks here anymore. I have not had the urge to post recently. I will get the my ged and job training at jobcorp. I will move out of here and live with him hopefully.

Thursday, March 10, 2011


Here i am once again, in a mess... I love two guys one on the other side of the world and the other an hour away. One so loving and yet very mean at times even though hes awesome and an amazing singer ( the aussie boy). The close guy well hes seductive and hot. He shows alot of romance and passion. He let's me by myself... I just don't know how to choose.