Saturday, May 21, 2011

You can't control someone's heart

I was told by my boyfriend last night what his stupid mother said. I laugh at it now though , she does not know about me being with him. She told him he cannot date anyone unless she approves of them. I laugh at her because. You cannot control love and seeing as she does not know about me her words means nothing. I dont care if she did know about me dating him. The fact would remain I would stay with him and she could fuck off. Love is uncontrollable and if I love someone noone stands in my way. She is a bitch for how she treats my boy friend. I wish quite frankly she would be arrested and rot. I know she is dumb for thinking she can control who he loves but that doesn't work. You cannot control someones heart and if you think you can you are only fooling your fucked up self.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

If this is sexist... I am fine with it.

My bf always has to do the cleaning and cooking at home. He has school and has to clean at home so when i talk to him hes always going away for minutes at a time to do stuff his fucking mother should be doing. She does not have a job. She sits on facebook all day playing fb games. I have seen this with my own eyes. She doesnt do adman thing. I call her worthless for this reason. My bf can get grounded for the smallest and most messed up reasons and it is like wtf?. I know his sister just moved back in. She doesnt do a damn thing eaither... To think that their sitting in that mother fucking house and my bf is doing everything. They do not deserve to even be related or in the same house as my bf. He deserves better than that they are but trash. He deserves more then those lowlifes.

Thursday, May 5, 2011

The prey

I made up a short little poem and thought to share it with you all.
"theres a wolf I know I dont run from him I dont try to escape his teeth I love the wolf just consider me his prey"

Wednesday, May 4, 2011


It is nights like these that make me so happy. I know you always hear of people claiming to be in love. They profess their love on face book and like idiots put their statuses to engaged. With a two month or so time span most of them have broken up. I do not go around confessing my love on face book like that. I do fine with the moments I talk to my bf one on one. It is so passionate at times I wanna go insane. I get a big smile and wanna jump all over the place. I do not know why if you can not get through on that why must people feel the need to go on facebook and throw your relationship everywhere. The most irritating is the engagement thing. You are not engaged untill you have a ring on your finger for that purpose. Maybe I got it all wrong. I know some of them really are in love. I may be young but i truly do know love and it is amazing. I know alot of others only claim to know love when it comes to show they really do not yet. This night however has made me think of love and how so much I appreciate it. When my life has been so horrible these are the times I cherish and love. I never want this to end I feel like im so high on a cloud. I hope you will or do feel this way.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

I make a ideot of myself

Thought you all would like to watch me make a video of me dancing making an ideot of myself.